I've had the two most interesting encounters in two consecutive days.
1. On Sunday me was happily going for tuition but stopped by amk hub to get some hokee pao dimsum for myself. Then while i was walking in i saw this girl in a tube top + hotshorts + look slutty but she had Steph's face... But i knew it couldnt be her cos Steph is my cutie pie and she'd never dress like that. So i continued walking, thinking about Steph. THEN, somebody tapped me and guess what! It was Steph's twin Sonia! Hahahaha damn cool la. Like just when i was thinking about Steph then her sister popped out! She remembered me for Aus trip and other stuff i guess. But anyway it was just so cool and i kept smiling to myself ^^
2. On the way home on 169 today..... Some guy just plopped down with his big umbrella. And with my sidewards glance i was like, "eh how come this guy so familiar...." then i turned and I REALISED IT WAS MY FREAKY PRIVATE TUTOR FROM 3 YEARS AGO. Throughout the 20 mins bus ride i covered my face so that he wouldnt recognise me. But then again, how many tuition kids he has, and how many private tutors do i have? As things would have it, he didn't recognise me at all la. But all the time he tutored my sister and i, we went through a bit of hell. He drove my sister to tears (literally!), and i even fought (verbally la hiak hiak) with him once. So stupid. He always brought about his big umbrella, came late, left early. So..... we sacked him. He was a good teacher though. At least i can now remember the r'ship between mass, mole, and Mr for the rest of my life. Cool.
Ok eos, which means end of story according to Reg, not economies of scale.
OH OH i bought Macs EVM + upsize today and didn't win anything ): so sad. I'm going to eat Macs for one whole week, in the hopes of getting 400 bucks of Jetstar Asia vouchers!!!!!!!! Plus, Charmaine suggested BKK in March today. How tempting...
Reality check : First official paper starts on the tenth. WHAT AM I DOING HERE?
Saturday, October 31, 2009
I know i shouldnt be thinking this but...... i feel like going to HK after A's!!!!!!! Hearing about HK plans from Steph and also from Thong makes me feel like going as well.....
WHO WANTS TO GO HONG KONG TOO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!But then again, plans like these for me never get materialised. So sad right. Like always say only.... Ok i should really stop thinking about it although I still feel like going to HK. Just think. Milk tea and dimsum everyday... Too tempting, far too tempting.... Plus if i get stranded i just call my aunt. WAH SHIOK.
Anyway i'm really not progressing in any subjects. I'm close to being apathetic you know. Not that i dont want to try.. But i dont know if the extra effort i make will mean anything anymore. So tiring... My brains are fried. Fried. Fried. Plus studying at the same place almost everyday = milk tea + fat fries diet. Sigh.
Ok anyway i feel really lazy now. I need to do some work to save my sorry ass. ): then today supposed to study study but end up talk talk but i think the talking was goooooooood especially when you're talking bullshit to your bestfriend. I like how you say we'll be friends no matter what happens. It's damn cheesy but there's some quality of reassurance in it and it made my day even though it went so bad yesterday. Ahhhhhhhh contented (:
I'm happy because you know you always have someone there no matter what, but sad because A's are like in 10 days time. So reminds me of the ten-ten thing (vonster!!!).
Seriously all my posts are so filled with worries about A's. I WANT TO POST HAPPY THINGS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON.
Its o-o-obvious
Right here is where the party starts with you and me
All alone, no one has to know
Its o-o-obvious to me
How its gonna be
o-o-obvious, when you come close to me
cute is what
I aim for too.
Friday, October 30, 2009
I'm so sick of all these. And even at this point, i'm not even half done with revision.
BUT. In two days time, i'm going to make sure i become a policies pro hiak hiak. Ok la i know it's damn ambitious, but i really need to believe in miracles now. Because if i dont believe in miracles, there isn't much i can believe in.
SIGH i really want to talk to you now but you're so slow in picking up hints and you sound like you dont give a shit. Should i be upset? Should i be disappointed? Shoud i be...... i really dont know. I dont know why i care so much about this when i fret/cry most over this.
I'm so tired. But i also dont know too much about chem. How?
cute is what
I aim for too.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
WE'LL GET THROUGH THIS, TRUST ME.
cute is what
I aim for too.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Talking to you always make me happier ^^
cute is what
I aim for too.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Hahahaha im quite happy now because you're happy. Makes me smile to myself at 1am but it makes me feel contented to see you so contented. Makes me want to skip around because you're hardly this chirpy. So now me is in a rather good mood now. Hiak hiak.
Today i went for the first econs consultation OF MY LIFE. And you wonder how i survived all this while huh! Hahaha it was only to kickstart my revision because i havent been doing any for econs, as i tirelessly and unconsciously repeat hahaha. Charmaine said that i'm very brave, because i havent started on econs and chem. SIGH.
30 more days +++ NO TIME FOR REGRETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cute is what
I aim for too.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
My mood's getting so much worse these days. I keep snapping at everybody, and.. it's just no good. I wished i was a little less stressed out. The ironic thing is, i'm not getting ahead in my work. But i'm so glad Cheng was online to listen to me whine about how i've not started on econs yet and all. What i really need now. Someone to hear me out. But so thankful he helped me set what i should be doing for econs now. Thanks Cheng!!!!!!!!!!! And i know why you're so eggcited to go for army hiak hiak hiak.
AIYAH anyway i'm so tired. From doing nothing. Even eating dinner is tiring. Ok bye.
cute is what
I aim for too.
Friday, October 23, 2009
At 1am, i'm too drained to bathe. And i'm not the only one HAHAHAHA.
cute is what
I aim for too.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
At this rate i'm going, i'm very sure at this time next year, i'll be studying for the same exams. Sometimes it really make me wonder if i should have gotten promoted in the first place. Then again, too late to speak. SIGH.
It's seriously starting to get to me, the lack of time that is. 18 days? Seriously? I havent started on econs and chem at all. Like i have the perfect recipe for disaster brewing in the pot now but i just need to know how to turn off the fire. The best part is, i'm not even confident of an A or B for math and lit. Trying to understand Mod Lit is like learning a new subject you know you know? The basic ideas are there but, how do you put them in essays? Syahrul will agree with me on this.... Sigh i really dont know how to make it through this. It isn't like O's where i can fall back on concentrating on six subjects.
I'm tired now. Every night i look forward to ________, then i try to feel like i'm not intruding, then..... i dont know already la. The weird thing is, nothing has even started. So weird. Maybe i should devote more of these energies to understanding complex numbers instead. Something more consistent, something... less complex.
cute is what
I aim for too.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
"Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweat and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. Most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.”
cute is what
I aim for too.
The higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment.It's amazing how Von & i only remembered that part of the sermon on Sunday because it really applied to both of us. And Von you know what, i think we're going through the same kind of things again! Not that it's good but i'm sure something good will come out of this.
Anyway i'm also more at ease after letting go of some expectations i had of others, and i could even say i'm happy :) If only i could have high expectations of how i'd be feeling on results day, and actually be the opposite of the epitome of disappointment.
I'm beginning to lose hope. I'm doing work but it's just not enough to get me to where i want to go and the feeling really really sucks. And then i was thinking, does the university you go to
really matter? Seriously? And the way Thong put it, "you're only going to uni for the paper qualifications" make the effort seem less worthwhile somehow. Or maybe he's just bad influence. But the future just seems so fogged up that i myself dont know what i should be doing now. Sigh. HOW NOW BROWN COW. MOOOOOOOOOO.
Anyway my monday was well spent and i feel.... content. The fact that we meet up so rarely makes me thankful whenever we do :)
Can't wait for A's to end, seriously.
cute is what
I aim for too.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Cyberworld is scary. Seriously scary.
And i get very anal about weird texts + calls from strange numbers after the peter tan incident. So when i got prank called on today...................... i called back the person wanting to scream at him. But prank caller =/= hp owner. Hahahahaha. Anyway good job Darren, you were damn pro at it. Plus the msn cheat convo, pro. You're the best conman among my friends now. (Y)
Hopeful for monday, finally (:
cute is what
I aim for too.